In the End

The end of the week is here, which ultimately means my week of freedom is reaching the end. My parents come home tomorrow at 2am- so technically on Sunday but thats besides the point. Last night a bunch of friends and I went to JJQ's (pool hall) it was a good time, just chilling out and recollecting with friends. On my way home with a close friend we came to alot of conclusions and more or less reached an epiphany. This is the conclusion we have come to:
1. At the end of the day only your close friends are going to be there. The people you meet with at school are -well exactly that school friends. They dont care about you past the library or the cafe, so why have we invested so much time and energy in them. Last night a buddy was supposed to call me so we can go downtown but never did. I didn't really care since I wanted to go out with close friends but thats besides the point, he didn't even bother to call or text even though he promised he would.
2. Further more, we realized the reason why we cant think like guys is for that exact reason because we are always thinking. We need to stop thinking and just start doing. Us girls sit there day in and day out thinking, analyzing, planning. Guys just do, they come and go with out stopping and thinking about what the reprecussions of their actions are. So the new idea is less talk more walk.
3. Taking back the game. In order for a girl to play the game like a guy can may result in her being called a "whore" or "slut". The problem with these words is the meaning they are given when associated with girls. If you call a guy a whore or a slut it does not mean something negative-or really anything for the matter. So we decided if we use these words on a regular basis they will simply lose their meanings- and even if they don't for every one else they will for me since I have my close friends calling me that all the time in a funny friendly way lmfao.
So in the end I'm very happy I have two weeks away from UTM to recollect.
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason they didn't make it to your future.